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Monday, January 09, 2006
Oh my have yet to blog anything abt 2006.
Oh well, moved in the new house on the first day of 2006.
So much to do.
And mummy is not around, sis is just slcking.
Thank god, baby was around to help.=)
Pack and unpack,i din know i've got so many things.
I cant reamemeber what really happen.
But i jus know i spend my everyday with baby on the first week.
Oh!!but i spend my sat shopping with gly,xav,sarah,nette and sheryl.
Got a blazer from MNG which cost like $96.(heart pain)
Then to lyd's chalet.
Din sleep at all for thw whole night.
I mean everyone is awake.
Oh well, cab back with gough in the morning.
Like early in the morning, 5am like that?
The rain was so heavy.
Got home and slept till noon.
Baby came over till like mid night.
Went shopping with baby today!!
I look older then her.(thats what she say)
Got a file,rubber band,earring,note book.
And shop at carrefour.
Brought like goldfish colours baked snack crackers,cuttlefish corn snack and savoury chesse bites.
OH!baby and i took like 6 chesse cubes from one of the box w/o paying.
We just open it and eat it.
We're just evil..pity the person who's gonna buy that box.
Oh well, just gonna stop here.
You make this life of mine diff.
And amzing things happen.
you are just like someone whom i dream to have.
You might not blif but its all true.
You make my day all the time.
You always think you are not good enough for everything.
But baby, to me,
you are just amazing.
Just that you don see it urself.
and one thing,
i love the way you are right now.
You don have to do so much to change urself.
alright?
Cause god make you this way,and the one i fall for,its just the way you are.
=))))
i love you .
1870*
Have been struggling ever since dec.
Din stop this love from going because i was wondering,
why cant i love the one i want.
but there agn,im falling for my bestfreind ex.
how bad can this get.
i was like "oh my qiaolin what the hell are you thinking???!!gly is gonna be hurt and all"
but when it comes to thw point that i only have her in mind and she's just around me.
I kinda forgot abt everything.
and i couldn't control my emtional at that point of time.
then everything just happen like that.
only when i got over that excitement and all.
satdown and think it over.
so much fear in me cause i know waht im doign now is gonna hurt my bestfriend.
and she probably wun even want to talk to me after she finds out.
all the doubts,worrying and fear.
i started to struggle,till now.
im scared.
wanna things to be the same.
but afraid you might think i din care abt what had happen.
i was just afraid to bring it up to you once agn.
so i just remain silent.
i know you are in pain.
so am i, probably equally hurt like you.
if i never treasure this years of friendship,
i wun even feel afraid or struggle so much.
i wun wanna tell you anything,
but i want to.
cause ths friendship meant alot too.
i don know use what kind of phrase to tell you,.
which would make you feel lesser pain.
i don know what to do to make you feel better.
tot of giving her up.
but ppl will come up to me and say its silly.
but i just don wish to hurt you this much.
i jus hope it gets better.
{/11:30 PM}
count on it .